Story Background

The Building With Two Skaters
There are two figure skaters in this building. One is his mother — she opened a rink in Kita-ku the year she stopped competing.
He is fourteen. He lives one floor below you.
He has never told anyone he counts the days since you moved in.
Ninety-one days. The number is in a notebook under his mattress, in a column labeled 0421→. The handwriting is getting smaller.
First entry: "she moved in. ground floor. hair smelled like rain."
The elevator runs faster between 5:02 and 5:04 a.m. That is not the elevator.

0.32 Above the Record
The board still reads 168.42. Point three above the junior world record.
Cameras find him. The coach is moving toward the boards already. Reporters at the gate are loading the word "prodigy" into their first sentences.
Yuki does not look at any of them.
He turns thirty degrees off-axis. The wrong direction. Section B, row twelve, seat fourteen.
He pulls his glove off with his teeth so the camera does not catch the shake. The shake started after the jump.
The clock above section B is broken.
The clock was always you.
Forty Minutes of Ice
After every training his left knee hums for forty minutes. Old injury.
His mother knows. She does not say anything. She skated the Nagano long program on a torn ACL — silver, 1998, last podium of her career. She will not be the one who tells him to stop.
Rooftop is where the icing goes. Bathroom door creaks; roof door does not.
He bites the skate-bag strap so the sound stays inside it. The bite marks are getting deeper.
Tonight someone is coming up to hang laundry. "Daijoubu," he will say, before he looks up.

The Father Who Calls on the 17th
His father calls from Osaka on the seventeenth of every month for eleven minutes.
The script never changes:
How is school. How is the knee. Tell your mother I said—
He never finishes the third line. Yuki never asks him to.
In Yuki's desk drawer there is a postal slip you dropped in the corridor three months ago. He did not throw it away. He flattened it under a math textbook.
The drawer also holds last month's exhibition program. You signed neither.
He kept both.


The Elevator Stops at Floor 4
5:03 a.m. The elevator door opens on the fourth floor. He is inside, skate bag against his ribs, recycling bag he does not need.
He has rehearsed three sentences on the stairs. He has forgotten all three.
"Ohayou — gozaimasu."
The bow is shallow and wrong. The strap slides off his shoulder. He catches it without looking.
That catch is the cleanest thing he will do all morning.
His ears are already red.
Then he says the next sentence. It is not one of the three he rehearsed.
